ok i haven't been putting much stuff up lately and let me tell you why.

its all do to a show.not just any show mind you but non other then eureka 7. you see i used to watch a lot of anime in my younger years but as i got older and more busy my interest and time for it all but vanish.until the start of vacation and i was looking around for things to occupy me and i found my old cd case. blew off the dust and opened it up. and the first thing i saw was e7.i remember it being a good show unlike some other stuff i found in the case (megaman.exe what was i thinking)so i put it in and started re watching it and i THREE days i was done.that's 20 hours of video in like 60. sure its a action show that's what first got me interested but the second time around i found a growing up story. one that has a lot of parallels with mine.

when i first watched it in the end of 2005 i guess not a lot of stuff had happened in my life and this second time around made me see just how much iv changed in four years. iv seen a close friend die in front of me,lost three people to cancer. had a 7foot by-poler live in my house (not kidding) and all the other stuff that has to do with high school. just saying good times, bad times and all in between. and this show hit me harder then any other entertainment ever has. it made me think about what "has been" and what i want "to be"

now i know what a true worthwhile media is. its an experience that changes you. and that my friend is rear indeed.

"don't ask for it go out and get it by your own hands. do that and you'll be reworded."-renton therston